Sepia Pepper

OK, so my hubby got this great gizmo for Christmas, so you can see a different sort of spicy pepper!
click below to check it out...
Sepia Pepper

Taking Care of Myself

I am happy to find that I am doing many things that seem to be working. Talking on a regular basis to someone who is not vested in my life, who is always emotionally available, and who knows the right questions to ask. Seeing a massage therapist regularly, releasing the tension from my body. Willfully increasing my gratitude. Keeping an open line of conversation with my higher power. Keeping work in check, but up to date.
I am rejoicing the completion of my first quarter of the RN to BSN program, and eagerly awaiting my up-coming cruise to Mexico. Imagine, a week of getting up when the notion suits me, eating what I wish, and dancing every night if it suits me! I can hardly wait...
Most assuredly, the fog continues to lift, and the bright shiny jewels of life are revealed to me once more...

Indigo Inspiration

You ever have one of those moments...
Sitting @ work, or wherever, and you hear a piece of a song that almost drives you to your knees?
"Darkness has a hunger that’s insatiable,
And lightness has a call that’s hard to hear;
I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
I sail my ship of safety til I sink it…"
this is why I always cary a tiny bottle of clear eyes... no one EVER beleives it's just allergies, and I heard a sad song on the radio gets old quick!

Feeling blah...

Up with the Pep at 0630, had to watch someone play video games for HOURS... just full of blah. Afraid I have nothing poetic to say tonight...
but sending lots of love out into the universe and hoping it reaches everyone who needs it, even south of the equator.

Orange for Caution

Another day, more spikes in the road. Too much to do, too many pulls, blah blah blah, whine whine whine. But, a new coping skill, too. A little guided imagery retreat, a moment to stop and breathe before I try once more to sleep. And maybe, just maybe, this blog/journal thing will do me some good too.

And so it begins...

Green to get going, I guess....

It seems like everything is just swirling, no way to coalesce, no seive in which to catch the fog and strain out understanding. So, just deep breaths, fake it til you make it, and wait to see Susan again.