Indigo Inspiration

You ever have one of those moments...
Sitting @ work, or wherever, and you hear a piece of a song that almost drives you to your knees?
"Darkness has a hunger that’s insatiable,
And lightness has a call that’s hard to hear;
I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
I sail my ship of safety til I sink it…"
this is why I always cary a tiny bottle of clear eyes... no one EVER beleives it's just allergies, and I heard a sad song on the radio gets old quick!

Feeling blah...

Up with the Pep at 0630, had to watch someone play video games for HOURS... just full of blah. Afraid I have nothing poetic to say tonight...
but sending lots of love out into the universe and hoping it reaches everyone who needs it, even south of the equator.

Orange for Caution

Another day, more spikes in the road. Too much to do, too many pulls, blah blah blah, whine whine whine. But, a new coping skill, too. A little guided imagery retreat, a moment to stop and breathe before I try once more to sleep. And maybe, just maybe, this blog/journal thing will do me some good too.

And so it begins...

Green to get going, I guess....

It seems like everything is just swirling, no way to coalesce, no seive in which to catch the fog and strain out understanding. So, just deep breaths, fake it til you make it, and wait to see Susan again.